Mi, You over Tea

It's weird. People haven't changed.

"And yet you're still trying to find yourself."

That supports my statement. People haven't changed. 

"You've been searching and still are. I wonder though...."

Yes, I know. I know what you want to say and ask. 

I know. And the answer is, I don't know. 

I honestly don't know. 

"What's wrong??"

I want to stop. I want to be okay now. 

"You want to change then??"

Yea I guess. But I don't know how. 

"What happens if you just let go??"

....

"I know. I've asked this before."

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"Same as last time I see."

You make it sound so easy. I don't know how to let go.

"Embrace the fears."

And if I fall??

"That's one of the fears."

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"Besides, how bad can the fall be??" 

I don't know. That's why I'm afraid. 

"Embrace the fears."

Will you be there?? Will you be there with me??

"For as long as I'm needed."

That answer troubles mi. 

"I won't abandon you. Ever. But I do hope you need mi less. At least for things like this."

I don't know....

"Start small....and if that small falls, move to another small."

Ok. So who am I now kind of small??

"Smaller."

Hobbies??

"Sure. Let's do that."

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"26 sounds like a fab year...."