Learning to communicate.
Voicing out my thoughts changed the theme of this post from a sorrowful mystery to what it is about to be.
Learning to be alone.
As terrifying as it still is, accepting that it is okay to be alone; understanding that not being with the person you want to be at a particular time isn't the same thing as being alone. There are many who love mi.
Learning to fight the fears.
Yes, it's terrifying. Yes, it's so easy to give in. Yes, it's breaking away from the norm. Yes, it is what's best for mi.
Learning that I am changing.
A scary process, as there are no rules, guidelines or concrete stands. Yet, it's a necessary aspect. Necessary part of moving forward, letting go, facing the demons; becoming free.
xo
Mi
3 comments:
Learning to be alone especial after not being "alone" for sometime is a scary scary thing..... the temptation to go back to the familiar is so great.
Being lonely is one thing, and being alone is another, no ? What's worse, feeling alone even when you are with the person you want to be.
Ya being lonely and alone are different. It's easier to be lonely I think, cause that's fixable. It's terrifying to be alone, especially when you are surrounded with people. That almost means there is no hope.
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