Current location. It's lovely being here. Staying at a friends. Her familyfeels like home. Went out with my friend n bf today. was painfully obvious she tried to be zero affectionate with him cus of mi.
My fault though.
I was a spoilt brat at one point. Couldn't stand sharing my friends. Still battling with it but a lot better now - as long as I'm not forced into a 3rd wheel affair.
We had a huge fight few years back and I guess she was trying not to 'hurt' mi. Which in turn made mi feel like an ass.
It's a lie that the one that does the hurting forgets. Kinda hard when the other party is being extra nice (like the Bible says). Truth is, I'm extra happy for her and wish she had been more into him like she wanted to. But I can't tell her this cus I know her well enough that it'd get a lol awkward if I do. Or I know mi well enough.
Sometimes I really want to go smack myself in the past.
In other news, I wish I could live in Japan. :( But the world isn't being very cooperative.
Night.
