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....her own world....

Weird is the very nice description you would get;
different would definitely be a good one;
metaphoric would make it to the top ten list;
but a thorned-rose best describes this blog.

Disclaimer: (Art above is not mine)
This blog might be a bit depressing for some, emotions might be stirred, feelings affected, questions left unanswered, etc. Viewer discretion is advised.... If you don't like what you see, don't comment. Just close the tab and it won't bother you anymore. :)
Mi

29 May 2015

It's the Little Things....

I'm not sad or depressed about it.
It is what it is. People come, and people go. It's hard but it is what it is.
Even more upsetting, is when the individual is still physically present yet gone, and is unaware that he or she is gone. Or at least appears oblivious.
It's the little things you know. Breaking promises. Not responding to texts. Forgetting to call.
Once, it's okay. Twice, you're busy. Back to back to back to back....it becomes a problem when there is a sea of green or blue in the chat box, infrequently interrupted by few three or so worded sentences sprinkled around.
Then the faulty thoughts creep in.
Did I do something wrong?? I'm I a nagger?? Is he/she mad at mi?? What's going on?? Is it just me or is this happening to everyone too??
And the list goes on.
Ignore it you say??
That's easy for someone with ego strengths. In that case, the thought process never ever occurs, and life goes on.
For the alternative, there are three options. Dwell on the thoughts, let it go or try to assess and deal with it. Both the first and last option require time, energy and effort that currently eludes mi. So I am currently choosing to go with the second option, let it go. To be more specific, ignore. I figure the longer I do, the less it would bother mi and the more likely the feelings would either fade away or regress.