If today you see me cry...

She walked into the light,
hoping it would shine and make her bright.
But all it did was shine on her sight.
Who would have guessed that she would be living this way?
All alone with no one to call her own, she sat back and this she did say:
If today you see me cry,
Don't ask me why I cry on a day the sun chooses not to pass us by.
For I weep not for this day,
Nor for the suns blissful ray.
So if today you see me cry,
Know my life is at a point, it seems the sun has chosen to pass it by.


She sat back and looked around,
The pain in her heart had her bound.
Would it not be easier to go to another life?
But to win she knew she had to thrive.
Oh that this her mortal soul had such powers,
To create friends, enemies and even lovers!
For without them the world seems to move back and forth,
And in its dark middle she seems to be caught.
So she pleads, even to God, she'd say
If today you see me cry,
Know I wish you won't pass me by
I wish you'd stop to sit and chat,
even for a second, yes just for that!


So if today you see me cry,
Know it's not cause I lost my lullaby,
Know my real world chose to fly,
and am left in this new place, where to live I can only try....
But only if today you see me cry...